I'm fairly certain on my opinion of Dess being the Knight, but I haven't been able to put my thoughts together on it for a while now. But recently, I questioned myself on why exactly I believe that and found some rather interesting parallels between Susie and the Knight should they end up being Dess.
Considering Toby's latest newsletter indicates that he's most likely done giving out clues and is going to start wrapping things up while also being inspired by his take on theorizing in general, I feel I should finalise my thoughts on it before it's all set in stone and the mystery is gone.
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Kris has a very emotional response to fighting the Knight for the first time. It's very clear that they immediately recognise who they are and beyond any superficial reason, REALLY don't want to fight them. For a while, I thought that they were throwing the fight, but ever since finding out that Kris' attack increases dramatically when their friends are down, that opinion changed.
Why would Kris, who hypothetically is attempting to let the Knight win fight harder when they're in a disadvantageous position? Wouldn't it make sense to throw harder in order to get the fight over with? Furthermore, why are they fighting harder in the first place? It's almost as if they want to resist, to fight the Knight for real but are held back by their feelings. Their friends going down is the push that they need.
And the only strong feeling I can think of that prevents you from doing something even if you want to do it...is fear.
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Who is Dess to Kris? We don't know a lot about their relationship, but we do have some clues. Dess has a whiffle bat in her room. From what we can infer of Kris' feelings on it, they've been smacked over the head with it a few times, possibly drive by style. Now, from what we know of Kris, they're a fan of a little tough love, their feelings for Susie are indicative of this. And from how Kris grieved the loss of a keepsake of hers, we can safely say that no matter what, Kris definitely misses Dess.
Perhaps half of the reason they were drawn to Susie in the first place is because she reminds them of her - a rebellious punk spirit that's bold enough to strike out against what they deem to be 'the oppressor', staunch followers of their convictions.
And perhaps Dess also had a dark side. Maybe she'd go too far sometimes and get angry easily. Even though she meant well deep down, the tendency to lash out and rebel could easily be pushed in another direction. Kris could be afraid of how far she is willing to go, having seen it for themselves, or it could be mixed with a fear of hurting her.
Either way, Kris' feelings for the Knight are clearly very complicated. And ones that they are currently only willing to confront in times of desperation.
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Let's talk about Susie specifically. She was in a very dark place before the events of Chapter 1. Her home life wasn't great (still isn't) and she was constantly alone. Betrayed, avoided, feared. She had come to accept that the world she lived in was one that hated her guts. That there wasn't a soul out there that would accept her for who she was and even if there was, it was hard for her to believe it'd stick around.
It was only after fate had pushed some friends into her hands that hope took nest in her heart. For the first time, it seemed like she had met others who would accept her and wouldn't give up on her. Because of this, she formed a clear, honest bond with her friends where nothing is hidden. At least, that's how she wants it to be. Whenever it's not, she speaks her mind.
She stands with her friends against the Knight not because of prophecy, but because it's what she wants to do. In fact, she's not even supposed to be here. She stands in abject defiance of fate itself in order to do what is right.
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So why are these similarities important? It's because we can gather from Susie's clash with the Knight's sword that they are narratively opposed to one another, more than any other member of the party. And if we presume the Knight to be Dess, then it must be because Dess is rebelling in a different way as a dark reflection of Susie: Against the world that she has rejected, that has done her wrong.
In what way that is, I do not yet know. But I feel we are going to learn it soon.
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I am fully expecting Chapter 6 to be the unveiling of the Knight's identity. Especially if Noelle's going to be involved and - most importantly - present for it. I feel like that is going to be 'the thing' that is going to be confirmed that Toby alluded to, whether we are ready for it or not. It just makes the most sense to me. Why would they get so close to unveiling what happened that day if they weren't going to immediately follow up on it in the next chapter?
Some reluctance may be observed from Susie upon this presumed revelation - it'd be Noelle's sister, after all. But at this point, neither Susie or the Knight can afford to give quarter. They are going to fight to the last over their respective causes. But perhaps Noelle will be the key to staying their hand...either that, or the centre of a most grievous impending tragedy.
Either way, I'm very much looking forward to what comes next.